God's timing truly is perfect.
I was recently remarking that our finances were truly miraculous from Sept. '07 through Feb. '08. We lived in a house we could barely afford when I was working full time. Yet I quit my job in August '07 to concentrate full time on a very new business that didn't generate much income and had a lot of expenses. Throughout that whole time period, we paid every bill on time, tackled our debt, didn't use any new credit at all and got much closer to a true tithe. Every time I say these things, I don't even understand it; it doesn't make any sense. And yet it does. Because God was honoring our commitments to Him. We had signed up for Financial Peace that fall. We were scared, so scared in fact that we didn't even attempt a zero-balance budget because it was not even conceivable. We were so scared, we had no options except God. So we put 100 percent of our faith over our finances in His hands. And he honored that. He allowed us to sell our house in a market that was rotten. He allowed us to do the FPU plan, paying off debt, avoiding new credit, paying our bills and giving. He is SO awesome!
Recently, we've been struggling. And that didn't make sense to me. I earn more, our house payment is smaller, we've cut back significantly on expenses (no cable, no cell phones, no expenses related to a second car). I didn't understand it. We started our budget and made some pretty impressive changes in our lifestyle....you know, to live like no one else, so later we can live like no one else. Except it wasn't working. I was scratching my head. And then it occurred to me. I took back all control of our finances. I snatched it all away from God. I left nothing at all for Him. I don't think any of the decisions we made were bad, but we didn't include God in on them. When we left Him out, we also left out a way for Him to honor our decisions.
Today, I started the envelope system. It has taken us a year to get to this point....better late than never, right? It was so empowering. I came in on the mark on groceries and managed to add a couple things that should have come out of other categories. I have prayed about this, and I know that if I continue to pray over our finances -- in earnest -- God will honor us! That is just such an awesome feeling, and I couldn't help but share. :-)
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